Before I begin my blog I would like to announce that this blog (Realistic Beginner) has received a 100 follows. I would like that thank each and every single one of you. I promise I would write regularly and not waste your precious time by writing random bullshit. 😀 Jokes aside. Really, thank you all for making this happen. Now, let the blog begin.
Have you ever faced the lack of any sort of motivation. Yeah? I’m currently in that situation. I have been in this situation since my 18th birthday. And I have no idea what I am to do about this. It’s already been two months and I haven’t done anything I wanted to do. Like I’ll have so many ideas and plans. And I’ll end up doing none of them. I’ll give two examples of what’s going on, and you’ll catch up.
- I’m facing the lack of motivation to write. Like in my head, I can already cook up 20-30 blog topics that I want to write on. I’ll have a plan. And is not like there is a writing block. I can write on those topics. I’m just finding it hard to sit in front of the laptop and write on it. There is no will. I know they say “where there is no will, there is no way”. I just am not able to push myself to do any writing.
- I’m facing the lack of motivation to study. I literally have my exams in a week. And I haven’t started studying properly. Like I do know bits here and there, but I’m not thorough with anything to write an exam on it. I have created time tables. I have been creating time tables. Nothing has been working out as of now.
I’m facing the lack of motivation to do anything basically. I don’t even like to get up in the morning. I’ve started hating going to college. I don’t like to dress up. I just want to do nothing. It’s like that now. It’s not like I haven’t watched youtube videos on motivation or read on how to boost your motivation. I’ve watched them all. I’ve read them all. I’m just not able to implement it in my life.
Now, I am scared. I’m freaking out. I don’t want to be like this anymore. I don’t want to stay put. I need my fire. I need that spark. I need that motivation. I badly need it. Because I’m afraid that if I don’t get it now, it’ll be too late. I don’t want it to be late. And I also know that “it’ll never be too late”. All I’m saying that I don’t want to waste the time given to me now. I don’t want to waste it anymore. I’ve had enough of lazy days. I’ve had enough of waiting for motivation to come to me. I’m going out of my way and I’m going to find it. It’s not too late now. I’m not going to sit around. I’m going to do everything I wanted to. And then I’m going to make a part 2 of this blog telling you, how I did it. Not to show off, but to give me the satisfaction and helping you to use it for your lack of motivation. But for now, I am going to find my self that motivation.
I didn’t want this to be a rant on my life. But if you thought that while reading this, then I’m sorry. And one more thing, if you have faced anything similar to this let me know, and also if you have found yourself out of this rut, how did you do it? Comment below and share your lovely thoughts.
- RB =)