4. Great Mood

Dear readers,

Recently, I have been in a great mood. I can’t say I don’t know how, because I do. I just made changes that were necessary which ended with me being confident, which eventually put me in a great mood. Like, I started detaching myself from people and things that brought negativity. I started concentrating more on my college work. Tried to remove the ‘My college is annoying’ attitude and tried to look at it from a different perspective.

I also engaged in extra-curricular activities, a lot. And once I started getting positive feedback, I got more involved in them. Like, I won second place for filming and editing a short film. I had this online learning international session with this girl from UK. And participated in many other events. All these were nerve-wracking incidents but I’m happy I did everything because I loved the feedback I was getting, I also put myself out of my comfort zone and I learnt a lot from it. So, it was a win-win.

I started working out, regularly. I tried to be more social and come out of my shell. I concentrated on my studies, I made sure I was studying then and there and not pushing it to the last moment. I have been reading a lot. Which is interesting as I’m learning a lot. I’ve been eating well, and not just surviving on junk food. I still eat everything, but the quantity of junk food has considerably reduce, where I can finally call it healthy.

So yeah, after consciously making all the changes, now that I have started seeing results, I’m liking it. And these results did not happen overnight, it took me 5 and a half months to see proper evident changes. I like who I am turning into. I have now, got this “no bullshit” attitude which makes me not overthink too much. I still overthink everything. But only in the positive aspect and in a positive manner.

But this does not mean that, I am always in a great mood. No, I have had days where I don’t feel so positive. And those are the days where I can just sit down with my thoughts, which I always loved doing. Sometimes, I just wanted to give up on all the progress I made and just go back into my shell. But, when I deleted all my blogs, I promised myself that I would not give up on me. I wanted to start fresh. And I believed that I needed a fresh start. Though silly, but deleting all the blogs that I worked so hard on, made me sad, yes, but it also gave me a motivation to start fresh and tell people that conscious efforts to change eventually does add up to something. And I just wanted to do better and truly live. Not just survive.

Yes, I still struggle with a lot of things, like social anxiety, having to constantly remind myself to workout, to eat healthy and study. But I don’t mind it. Because in the end, I am happy. I am doing something that I want to, and a little push and a reminder is okay. I’m having a lot of healthy discussions and I’m planning for the future. Which seems so far away, but I assure you, it isn’t. But, more than planning for the future, my immediate and important priority is to live and really live in the present. I’m having a great day. Let me know what your thoughts on this blog are in the comment section below and also, please like and share.

Realistic Beginner.


41 thoughts on “4. Great Mood

  1. Great post dear, I wish you well down this new path you walk now may it take you were you wish to go.
    A blind man can not see tell he open’s up his eye’s!!!



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  3. Hey l don’t know if you are a believer, but l am. God’s plans are greater than the enemy’s plans. The battle you have to fight is to encourage yourself. Be careful whose voice you listen too. You are free in Jesus. The enemy knows your potential in God’s hands thus trying to keep you hostage. You are a fighter, keep fighting the battle of faith

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  4. Hi.Great post.What i liked most about it is that u prefer to stay away from negative people and situation.Secondly,you try to live in present which is a sign of your maturity.
    hv a great time.
    love and rgds

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